Seen It All Before
I'm not sure where to begin. It's been seven years since I have written anything that wasn't assigned for school. I'm hoping that as I go on this gets easier and easier but I highly doubt it. I don't think there is anything in this world that can make a depressed person feel anything the way that Oliver Sykes can. Even if it's just anger and sadness. At least I am finally feeling something. It's like I don't feel anything on a normal day. Yeah I can smile at a puppy on the street or I will laugh at the randomest thing in the world, but inside I have no emotions motivating me to live anymore. Does that make any sense?? I've spent most of my life low. I've tried to overdose three times as a teenager but I did it for the attention of my parents. Right now, I'm so fucking suicidal that I don't want to overdose on anything because I'm sure I'd just fail at that too. My dreams of becoming a police officer I'm just throwing o...